NOW THIS WAR HAS TWO SIDES.

crossfirexxx @ 2006-09-01T10:59:00

2006-09-01T19:44:13Z

schwing! entertainment at work.

and exactly 5 weeks until the boy is here.

crossfirexxx @ 2006-08-27T15:38:00

2006-08-27T23:11:04Z

fall quarter starts exactly one month from today.
8:30 - 9:20 ASTR 101 astronomy (5)
9:30 - 10:20 PHIL 241 topics in ethics (5)
10:30 - 11:20 MUSIC 331 history of jazz (5)
11:30 - 12:20 MATH 098 inter algebra (0)

im kinda pissed about having to take math 98 and NOT get any credit for it, especially seeing how i got almost 700 on the math portion of the SAT last year. but WHATEVERRRRRR. i guess it's aight since i haven't been in a math class for what, 5 years now? definitely hyped about the other 3 classes. exactly 2 years from now i'll be entering my senior year.

i've also been coming up with plans for graduate school / getting my masters degree. as of late, my plan is to work for Teach For America, which sends qualified, just-graduated college professionals to inner-city middle schools to teach in the math and science departments. i'd definitely do science. there's a few schools in Bronx, NYC, that i'd be more than willing to teach for. the program is a 2-year commitment, which would give me more than enough time to work on my masters degree. aaaand the salary for teaching in Bronx schools starts at around 42K. teaching is 9 months of work. apartments are 1K-1.5K/mo for a decent Manhattan studio. sooo after rent and taxes, i'd have around 14-24K for miscellaneous bills and spending money.

sounds like a great friccan idea to me, seeing how i'm currently making 16K before taxes, 13K after, and have to pay around 8K in bills each year.

i'm definitely looking forward to graduating. if i went with that program, i'd work at the middle school in the early daytime and have enough time to study and write my papers for graduate school in the afternoon and evening. on the weekends i'd probably work for the NY Philharmonic. hellooooo public speaking and resume. i'm pretty friccan amped already.

in other MORE EXCITING news, i have new hair :D

i've turned into a major nerd. moreso than before. i dont have any of my ladies to hang out with. Lydia moved to AZ, and Nastassja is visiting her family in Wenatchee. i have the ENTIRE apartment to myself for the weekend. so what do i choose to do last night (saturday) after i got a sweet ass free makeover at MAC and bought new earrings? i went to barnes and friccan noble and ate cheesecake while reading books on philosophy.

holy shit.

in conclusion, i'm visiting my Ma next weekend for Labor Day. my not-so-little brother has his first day of high school and his first high school football game that tuesday. i'm psyched for it. how cute. so if any of you yakima people wanna chill/hang/?/eat a lotta friccan food, i'm down. just let me know.

crossfirexxx @ 2006-02-17T10:47:00

2006-02-17T18:47:20Z

i HATE feeling like this. i'm NEVER the one to be down about anything, nothing usually affects me in a negative way, but right now i think i'm more pissed/aggravated/bummed/WHATEVER than i've been in a LONG time.

yesterday, after 3 months of waiting to hear something, UW has denied my application because of "missing documents". SAT scores and my HS transcript. WTF is all i have to say. and HELL NO, i'm getting in.

anyways. enough of that noise.

:D

WARRIORS FRIDAY!! GET EXXXCITED!!!!!!
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEee

crossfirexxx @ 2005-12-29T11:09:00

2005-12-29T19:11:53Z

WOW COOL. i dont think ive been this pissed in my entire life.

right now, about 99% of everyone is scum.

stop trying to impress everyone. nobody cares.

crossfirexxx @ 2005-12-24T21:16:00

2005-12-25T05:29:19Z

first off....

MERRY CHRISTMAS.

LOTS of fun lately. thankfully i've gotten to spend more time with Lydia and last night we kicked it at the bowling alley. it was pretty friccan sweet. THE BABY WAS SO CUTE EEEEEEEE!!!!!! Miles and the baby... ahahahahaha. driving through all the Lake City roads that Zac and i used to drive through was weird though, i even saw his apartment and we went the exact way that he took me motorcycle driving. BUT ITS ALL ABOUT THE LADIEZ, RIGHT?!!?!?! heck yes it is. i really like chilling with Lydia, and she is hella cute when shes working. for real.

tonight we were gonna go to hooters for christmas dinner, but they closed early because nobody was there =\ so we went to the outback MMMM!!!!

seattle metro, holler.

awwwww family.

Nastassja's little brother Dustin, he's visiting us.

we were eating an amazing outback onion.

O RLY?

YA RLY.

this is my home slice.

i get to see Tyler in less than a week!! YAAAAAAY. we will have adventures for real.

HAVE A WONDERFUL AMAZING MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!!!!!!!!!

crossfirexxx @ 2005-12-16T16:51:00

2005-12-17T01:07:29Z

all the men of seattle should probably just go find somewhere to die.

wednesday night, while waiting for the bus in jeans and a sweater, i get asked "hey pretty lady, you lookin for a riiiiiiiiiiide somewhere?" by a old ass white guy in a cadillac ext.

today after work, two black dudes ask "hey girl, you need some meat in there?"

and who even knows what was said before wednesday. i cant friccan keep track.

O RLY??

on another note, i sent in my application to UW on wednesday night, and my 13 year old brother is on myspace trying to pick up ladies.

what now?

oh, and no i'm not a prostitute. and any rumor you may have heard about me actually being a dude, well, i hope you're not let down by the fact that they're probably not true. sorry.

i'll be in yakima january 6th - 9th. hit me up?

crossfirexxx @ 2005-12-06T12:27:00

2005-12-06T20:27:54Z

TOMORROW!!!!

BE THERE!!!!!!!!!!

crossfirexxx @ 2005-11-04T15:41:00

2005-11-04T23:43:21Z

TONIGHT!!!!!!!!

BE THERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this is pretty much true...

2005-11-02T00:05:58Z

crossfirexxx's Halloween party:

__hellakayleigh dressed as Tom Cruise.
banelost4ever dressed as Ricky Martin riding a turkey.
becuaseyukillme dressed as Janet Reno.
blondiexxxcore dressed as Osama bin Laden, and it suited them disturbingly well.
brighid dressed as something straw, but what, specifically, you can't tell.
chords_crashed dressed as a disturbing self-made character called "Zsa-Zsa Toadbreath".
crossfirexxx dressed as a kicker for the Jets, and it suited them all too well.
darkness_night dressed as a alibi.
dollyesque didn't dress up, spoilsport.
gangsta_core dressed as the Marquis of Morhade.
ghoulsniteout dressed as a elk.
gunfightglamour dressed as a Level 7 paladin.
ian_mosh_breaks dressed as Optimus Prime.
im_already_dead dressed as a psychiatrist.
kl8n dressed as the Blue Power Ranger.
loveneverwanted didn't even show up and doesn't get any candy.
misstelperien dressed as a vampire, though it looked more like Optimus Prime.
mosh_pshduh dressed as a substitute dead chicken waver.
motorhome dressed as Marilyn Manson.
noregretsxxx dressed as the love child of Dennis Miller and Kathie Lee Gifford.
noshamenoregret dressed as a horned praise.
oldtennisshoes dressed as Worf from "Star Trek".
oposition dressed as a character from Harry Potter and the Mystic's Head.
rebel_ebeth dressed as a bottle of Cananza.
reflectedsin dressed as John Tyler.
rememberxreno dressed as the spirit of their dead grandmother Bertha.
seven_day_lie dressed as the Lord of East Novak.
stupidneil dressed as Mary-Kate Olsen with her very own conjoined Ashley.
sub_rosa77 dressed as Slobidan Milosevich.
survivors_eyes dressed as a pirate.
tear_ofblood dressed as a Care Bear.
urknifemyheart dressed as your grandmother, and it suited them disturbingly well.
xbassoonistx dressed as a 1960's hippie child.
xbobbyedgex dressed as the President of Sudan.
xd_b_sx dressed as a skunk.
xpastremainsx dressed as a pixie.
xtech9homiex dressed as Ellen DeGeneres's grandmother.
xx_le_venin_xx dressed as Sandra Bullock.
xxxvegan dressed as Kirsten Dunst.

Throw your own party at the Hallomeme!
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and hey losers, don't forget this tonight. i know you'll be bored.

crossfirexxx @ 2005-10-11T00:16:00

2005-10-11T07:17:59Z

these scars on my insides have healed.
but they should be on your face.

crossfirexxx @ 2005-10-09T16:09:00

2005-10-09T23:10:13Z

i have removed your name from my mouth.
you should do the same with mine.

crossfirexxx @ 2005-09-26T20:37:00

2005-09-27T03:59:42Z

what's wrong with you people??

seriously. i'm sure this update will make me seem like the biggest hypocrite ever... but. this is getting ridiculous, and i think you should all be ashamed of yourselves.

since when do people who used to care about each other get their kicks on bashing each other via lj?? you couldn't just salvage what was left of a friendship and move on?? i'm sick of seeing people make the most snide, vicious, sneaky attempts at insults and humiliations. perhaps if you ruin this other person's life, they'll feel some sort of remorse and realize that they were the one who was terribly wrong.

go ahead and blame each other for everything, try to sanctify your part in the relationship, and tear down everything good you saw in them. if you make them feel horrible, then you won't have to be the bad guy. they'll be so low that they won't realize that both of you were to blame.

i've even seen posts that i knew were geared directly to another individual, even if there was no mention of that person's name. stop posting crap in hopes that somebody else will read it and be pissed / jealous / depressed / furious. how much more immature and selfish could you possibly get??

what's said has been said. stop trying to one-up each other through this stupid website. you're not proving anything. no matter what you say about the other person, you will never be right, and they neither will they.

stop living through others' remorse, get some balls, and apologize.

crossfirexxx @ 2005-05-22T19:16:00

2005-05-23T02:26:20Z

HOLD ON A SECOND SUCKA.

FRIENDS ONLY.